i think i like where my life is heading. it sucks you decided i wasn’t enough for you, because you were always enough for me … but that being said .. i think its finally that time where the wounds are healing & i’m looking back just to realize that it was never going to work between us & that i’m better off this way. i’m starting to feel alive again, i’m exploring the world & making new friends & making something out of my life .. going on adventures and everything. i’m going to do all the things we promised each other we would do, because in the end those were the things i ALWAYS wanted to do anyway & you never even seemed interested to keep our promises. i feel like you just always said things you knew i wanted to hear & never intended to keep the promises. its all so clear now & i just wish you’d stop pretending and lying to yourself because you still blame me for everything & i’d never ruin what we had, thats all on you. i really don’t care now anyway though, your lies are only going to affect you & the limited number of people left in your life.